grace #70 update.
there were a few questions about my post yesterday about the sexy men i want to fall in love with me. they are (in order of pictures):

one. grady sizemore
two. mike lowell
three. manny del carmen
four. barry zito
five. carlos beltran

and they are all soooo yummy.

i was asked "if you had to put it in order of your favorites, what order would it be?"

now that my friends, is a very difficult question.

out of loyalty, i would have to say mike lowell is my ultimate number one and manny del carmen is my number two since they are my red sox men. (and because mike lowell and i are in love, shhh. don't tell anyone)
then i would probably order it: three: sizemore, four: beltran, five: zito.

BUT.... if you want me to be honest of who i would pick IF i had the choice of all five (and umm, some weren't married...) i think i would pick sizemore. YIKES. i can't believe i just said that! i have had such a HARD CORE crush on mike lowell since he got traded from florida to the sox in what 05 or 06? he is soooo my love, but sizemore is closer to my age and he isn't married with kids and lowell is.

oh day dreams...how you break my heart.

i really think grady sizemore should fall in love with me... and then get traded immediately to the red sox
(because it would be sacrilegious to marry a mlb player who wasn't on the sox. i'm sure the media would have a hell of a time with mrs erin sizemore attending a game with a sox jersey if he weren't on the team)

i don't think this is too much to ask for.
why can't i just get what i want?