ugh... that is all i have to say.

i'm soooo irritated!

i guess my post from yesterday never did post because of the internet problems. i noticed it last night when i quickly checked my page from my blackberry. so i figure, no biggie. i will just fix it at home when i get to sleep. well..... it was 11:57pm when i actually remembered to fix it! and my computer's internet explorer kept freezing up!!!!!!!! so by the time 12:03am rolled around, i couldn't get my internet explorer to do anything at all. i was so pissed off because i have been working so hard at this nablopomo AND the grace in small things. i literally almost cried last night because i was so frustrated. because i don't want my efforts at nablopomo or gist to be null and void.

you know?

THEN i come in to work this morning, and just as soon as i got into my office, i got called into meetings all morning. THEN when i went home at lunch...MY INTERNET STILL WASN'T WORKING!

so now, here i am sitting at my desk at work being miserable still that my post from yesterday which was sitting my blogger as a draft JUST went up on my blog.

so here is where i need your help. and i do really need your help...
i don't know what i should do!?!? should i just ignore the fact that this all happened and go forward with my nablopomo AND gist like nothing happened?
should i quit the april nablopomo because it didn't post but keep doing my gist or vice versa?

UGH! so irritated. could y'all please make this decision for me? any comments will help!