grace number 77
today i am uber grateful because...

(gosh, i hope i don't jinx myself by even acknowledging this...)

i got some pretty darn amazing blood tests yesterday.
i'm not going to go into detail about them until i get my neck ultrasound results back.
even then i probably won't have a mass of knowledge to share with you, but i'm hoping i will have a better understanding then.

i haven't had "good" blood test results in quite some time.
seriously.
every time i have gotten a blood test this year, my doctor has found something seriously wrong with me.
its been scary.
it has thrown me for a few loops.
i've gotten sick about it.
frustrated.
angry.
impatient.
narcissistic.
sensitive.
etc.
i'm going to stop before i really start getting into it.
i need to process it a little better.
but, even though this set of blood tests have raised a few more questions,
the results were pretty darn fantastic in my eyes.
wow.
so fucking amazing.
i have been so sick for so long, and then so healthy for such a short time, and then BOOM something was majorly wrong with me....

and now... it is not as bad as i thought it would be.
that is cool.
anyway- again. i'm stopping before i get ahead of myself.

i like health. so i am pretty darn grateful today.